I build them up just long enough to see myself fall,
Fall apart in every regard.
Because nobody that I spent my energy on,
Also spent their energy to support me.
So while I broke myself to support them,
I wasted away wholly right before their very eyes...
And as if that wasn't bad enough,
They didn't even lift a finger
To try to stop me from falling apart,
Nor to give me that strength & support that I so greatly needed.
I'm always left supporting everyone else
That ever needed anything at all...
While I'm left stranded to break
down all on my own.
No love at all...
No one but me
Left to catch my broken pieces
As they crumble
February 21st, 2018